very long nv blog le.

i wana vent out my ANGER!!!

when i recieve HER msg on mondae.

my first reaction was.

'fuck off lah you!'

hais.

its abt the band concert lor.

i asked her to go and support mi.

but her reply was.

'dun wan.. i gif u moral support can le.. jia you wor..'

fucker..

mayb u all think tat i shld be touched or wat lah.

but this time at tat particular moment.

i totally dun felt tat.

coz mi and her sort-of-quite-close-friend.

but its like under bo bian situation den close wif her de.

the bottom line is.

i dun like her!

den asked her to go support.

den gave mi tat type of reply.

im like sort of totally disappointed.

hais.

is like.

i had spent so much time practising.

all my hard work.

all my effort.

finally the big dae is here.

i reallie hope ppl can go and watch.

go there support.

so tat i wun feel a waste of my effort for tat concert.

i dun wan wat moral support.

now.

i reallie need action-support!!!

or they juz simply dunno how to enjoy music.

so now.

aft this.

i noe who are my TRUE friends.

yep.

i TOT i got alot of friends.

i even EXPECT most of them will go and watch.

or i think my expectations are too high le ba.

got a saying.

'xi wang yue gao, shi wang yue da'

tats y im so disappointed now.

another thing is.

the number of TRUE friends im having.

is reallie countable using my 10 fingers.

but im satisfied le.

im not greedy.

i wun ask for more.

=)

most importantly!!!

i reallie wana thank..

janice.

faridah.

sahhidah.

from my workplace de.

they are the first 3 to help mi buy my concert tix!!!

wahaha!!

im reallie happy lor.

i tot they wun go de lor.

is like onli close wif them while working.

outside work din reallie meet them for meal or wat.

den when i asked faridah wana go or not.

she asked mi the details lor.

she said ok!!

im shocked!

=D

den she ask mi.

'den i go alone ar?'

i replied her.

'oh! nvm! i help u find ppl go!'

lol.

den i asked janice.

she oso sae ok.

they got no second tot de lor.

den faridah asked sahhidah to go.

she oso on lor.

wah!

im reallie touched when they sae they wana go.

i told them.

'u all beri good leh.. go and watch.. my friends dun wana go lor'

den faridah sae 'huh so bad ah'

den janice sae 'see we so good'

ya lor they beri good.

somemore the 3 of them working in the morning on tat dae lor.

see on the concert dae if u all see anybody wearing mac uniform.

they are from my store de.

lol.

and one funnie thing happen.

i asked siew wah to go.

she kept on nodding her head.

-.-

den i asked her again.

she asked mi where.

i told her VCH.

den she dun wana go liao.

coz she dunno how to go.

she tot at indoor stadium.

tats y she nod her head.

wth!

indoor stadium?!?!

where got so wei da.

lol.

den i tell her.

if ever i got my band concert at indoor stadium.

i gif her free tix to go ar!

LOL!!!

=D

crap leh her.

sth to add on.

'siew wah' i said is my workplace de auntie manager.

haha!

wanted to ask audrey to go oso.

but im scared to ask her.

haa!

she is my restaurant manager.

my store de biggest manager.

i oso dunno y i so scared her.

den they sae i siao.

lol.

finally i asked her.

she sae she dunno free or not.

phew``

at least i got ask her.

wait sekali she noe abt this concert thingy.

i asked the whole store.

din ask her.

seems like no respect.

lol!

too bad joey and june work in the dae and evening.

so they cant go lor.

tat ivy oso cannot go.

she took leave to go back sabah.

den too bad lor.

haa.

hafta ask serene wana go or not.

coz she working closing tat dae.

scared cannot rush to work leh.

had oso asked my store de mother.

who i called her lao bu in store.

i asked her to go.

she haven gif mi an exact ans.

haa.

will ask her again.

=p

had asked samuel to go oso!

haa.

but he had to confirm wif mi again.

coz he working opening.

den hor.

he beri sickening de leh.

he asked mi how much is the tix.

i told him $10.

his reply was.

'wah so cheap-skate ah'

WTH!!!

bad lor him.

-_-''

thinking of asking josias to go leh.

he is my ex-restaurant manager.

coz tat time i told him i will be having band concert mah.

he told mi can ask him to go when time.

but he had already transferred out.

scared to call him oso.

lol.

timid mi.

-.-

but hor.

suddenly i think of.

if samuel going.

i better dun ask josias.

coz they 2 buay gam de.

so.

better not.

haa.

but.

if samuel and serene going.

both of them oso buay gam.

omg.

wth.

-.-

thinking of asking yu wei to go.

tat fish tail!!!

haa!

beri long nv see her liao.

mayb call her todae and ask her.

thinking of asking louise.

she transfered to CTP le.

scared to call her oso.

omg!

shit mi lah!

if samuel going.

ask him help mi ask her.

lalala``

wait i call her.

she dunno wana suan mi wat liao.

pengx``

same reason as audrey.

wait she found out.

nv jio her go.

like nv respect her.

err.

izzit call respect?

sth abt tat meaning lah.

wanted to ask my store de those teenagers to go de.

but.

wait i asked them to go.

nobody work.

wait serene kill mi.

wahaha!

had already asked lun siong to go le.

but he haven gif mi any reply till now.

-.-

hope di can gif mi a positive reply.

=)

mayb dee will go.

i oso dunno.

she go i think she will go wif her ivan.

i dun reallie like his attitude.

opps!

=x

hais.

this concert thingy is like making mi so fan.

everything will be over aft 26mar.

but.

if there is another chance of having band concert.

i dun mind join again.

hmm.

i simply love playing my instrument.

although not tat pro.

haa.

=D

yep.

now holidaes le.

first week.

chalet for 3 daes.

slacked for 2 whole daes.

now second week le.

start to tune my life to working life le.

will be working everydae since nobody seems free.

so no one will like ask mi out.

so work lor.

haa.

im going to watch disney on ice later!!!

woo hoo!!!

=D

im excited lor.

saw the pics from yun's blog.

looks nice.

looks cool.

hee.

=p